The other night.....
I witnessed the weeping and crying
sitting beside my loved ones
I tried to console and convince
but of no use
I am invisible to the naked eyes
only a soul am I
witnessing my own body
surrounded by loved ones
my Death in my dream.

Life is beautiful
life is a HOPE
keeps on living
do not quit.

(Picture: Courtesy of Vaishnava)

Him.......The M......

Whenever I found myself alone at night
he kept coming into my mind
my thoughts always turned to HIM
not a single day passed
that I did not think about HIM
my mind began to spin
as I fought to forget HIM
my vision became blurred
as I rattled off my secret to the mirror
I closed my eyes
bursting with tears
I tried to erase the thoughts of HIM
but............in vain
HIM.........THE MONSTER

I was so scared
my feet were cold
my heart started to beat faster
I closed my eyes
as tightly as I could
I heard some laughter
a pair of green eyes
staring at me angrily
I mumbled a quick prayer
the eyes disappeared
the laughter no more
for a fleeting moment
I thought I was dead
I let out a deep sigh
I opened my eyes
It was 3.00 a.m.
I closed my eyes again
bursting with a flood of tears
It was just a nightmare.

Allow me II

It is your nature
you have said
somehow the message I get
you have said
all those you wanted to say
right now......
allow me to say a few words
deep from the bottom of my heart
it is only for you to know
lately.......
MISSED YOU MUCH MY FRIEND
I have to say.

As my heart started to drizzle
tears began to trickle from my eyes
suddenly......
a swirl of mist blurred my vision
coupled with the freezing rain made me shiver.
(Inspiration came while reading 'A Man Named Dave' written by Dave Pelzer)

Unexpected.....
the words came from you
words of yours
pricked my heart like a needle
unexpected...
they came from you
how could have you.....
abused me with your words
I know not the reason why
have you taken me for granted?

You are powerful
you speak volumes
you are sharp
sharper than a razor
once said...
you are not dead
you begin to live
you.....the....
WORDS

Light

May the light of God
enlighten your burden
gives you......
ETERNAL BLISS and PEACE

Petals of friendship

Like the petals of the flower
may the petals of friendship
grow closer and stronger
like the colour of the flower
may the colour of friendship
shines brighter and brighter
like the fragrance of the flower
may the aroma of friendship
sustains forever.

A letter to a friend

Sitting all alone in the staffroom
flipping through the guidebook
planning the lesson for tomorrow
as I started to pen a few lines
the thought of you my dear friend
came lingering into my mind
how are you my dear one?
how have you been?
just a few days gone by
the absence of you I felt much
I know.......
to reach you at this moment....
it's impossible my dear one
with grace of God and peace
surrounding you all the times
I believe you are doing just fine
hope to hear from you again
some good news real soon.

The Divine Art of Making Friends by Sri Sri Paramahansa Yogananda I have read many articles on friendship and I personally experienced many ups and downs in friendship. Here I would like to publish something that really captured my heart while reading. Sri Sri Paramahansa Yogananda's writeup on 'The Divine Art of Making Friends' in his book- Man's Eternal Quest After reading his writeup I finally have to agree how true it is about 'Divine friendship' "Friendship is the noblest human expression of God's desire to show His love to man. God showers affection on the baby through the father and mother; their feeling for the infant is inborn, because our Creator has ordained that our parents can't help but love us. But friendship comes to us as a free, impartial expression of His love. Two strangers meet, and by an instantaneous choice of their hearts they wish to help each other. Have you ever analyzed how this happens? The spontaneous mutual desire to be friends comes directly from God's divine law of attraction; cumulative mutual acts of friendship between two souls in past lives gradually create a karmic bond that irresistibly attracts them to each other in this life. So long as it is uncontaminated by selfishness or attraction to the opposite sex, this impulse is pure. But often it is tainted. Friendship grows on the tree of our innermost feelings; it is desecrated by unwholesome desires and selfish actions. If you put the wrong kind of fertilizer on the roots of a tree, the fruit that develops will be poor; and when you feed the tree of human feeling with the emotion of selfishness, your unworthy motives will blemish the fruit of friendship. To feel interested in someone just because he is rich or influential and can do something for you is not friendship. And to be attracted to someone primarily because that person has a beautiful face is not friendship. When that face loses its youthful attractiveness, the 'friendship' will evaporate. It is true that you cannot find friendship everywhere. Some persons you see every day and never know, and others you feel you have known alwyas. You should learn to recognize that inner cue. Wherever you are, always keep your eyes open, and if you feel divinely attracted to someone, you should develop the friendship with that person because he has been your friend in some life before. There are many friends whom we have known in past lives, but those friendships have not yet been perfected. It is better to start building on a foundation on the sands of temporary acquaintances. It is easy for one to think he has many friends, until they do something hurtful to him, and then he feels deeply disillusioned. Many people make mistakes in choosing friends because they are deluded by outer appearances. The only way to recognize real friends is to meditate more. You should try to find friends the divine way, and that is to purge your consciousness' of all thought of facial or other appearances as factors in determining your feelings about others. If you do this, one day you will be able to discover true friends all around you. You will feel God's friendship through those humble human channels that do not resist Him. Through the pure of heart the divine light of friendship will flow to you." - Sri Sri Paramahansa Yogananda ( I posted this elsewhere in October 2007 )

Peace be with you
Every second,peace be with you
At present state of mind
Calm be calm my dear one
Everything happens for some reasons.

"PEACE BE WITH YOU"

My friend......
so much sorrows in you heart
so much pain in your words
I understand.....
it is not easy though
without her by your side
never the same anymore
without her in your life
the sweetness had gone
but......
believe me my friend
she is always there in you
in whatever you do
her presence you will always feel
beautiful memories of her
you will always cherish
please do not cry my friend
often you are in my thoughts
believe me my friend.....
the one above loves her more
I believe she is happy and peaceful there
my prayers and love for her always
be strong my friend
nature has played her part
the one above knows the best
my love and prayers for you too my friend
take good care
love always.

In the journey of life....
full of injustice
i am lost
in the journey of life....
full of mysteries
i am confused
in the journey of life....
full of obstacles
i am dead
and......
please do not ask me 'WHY'.

It pricks like a thorn
where are you?
the continuous pain
one indulges in
do you see?
it pricks like a thorn
where are you?
do you exist?

The eyes meet.........
silent moments.......
my heart smiles......
i am in love.

My dear one, Many More Happy Returns of the day.
I believe, 20th.January 2009 will be the new beginning in your life.
I pray that your dreams will come true.
I pray that peace, happiness and good health always be with you.
Have a wonderful and blessed birthday.
Love you as always.
God Bless.

Hi, I would like to say a few words. I may not blog for some time. Hope to see you all around some day.

Award time.:))
A few beautiful souls have always inspired me in so many ways. Thank you so much.
Cyclop, arti and janice this award is for you.




I would like to thank cyclopseven, mayz, shri, mani, scarlet, janice, arti, keshi, tulipspeaks, ghost particle, jayshree, princess, sage, andrew, kalei, gautami and devika for all of you have been very kind and thoughtful. Do kindly accept this award.

Dear friends, thank you so much for all the beautiful words and wishes.
May God showers one and all with LOVE, PEACE, HAPPINESS and GOOD HEALTH.
May PEACE be with all.
God Bless.