Free me II

My dear Lord.....
fill my mind with your thoughts
for I believe
only your thoughts is bliss
only your thoughts is peace
fill my heart with your love
for I believe
only your love is true
only your love is eternal
fill my soul with your light
for I believe
only your light brightens my path
only your light lightens my life
only your thoughts is pure
only your love sustains
only your light remains
my dear Lord.......
help me to clear my clouded mind
free me now from my mental agitation.

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One fine day, dearest friend of mine visited me and family at my parents place. It was a pleasant visit. Everyone was very excited especially my kids. We spent hours chatting about many things. It was wonderful. We had a great lunch together. After lunch, he asked me for a cup of coffee. It was my pleasure to mix a cup of coffee for him. Then, he left to Malacca to meet a friend. Not a word who and where. He promised to be back by 6 p.m. It was already very late in the evening but there was still no any sign of him. No phone calls no news. His number could not be reached. We started to worry and did not know whom to contact.
It was already 4 a.m. but still no news. A few days past by but still no news. He just disappeared and never came back. I have never thought that would be the last meet. No body knew what had happened to him, where was he and how was he.
Suddenly, i woke up and was in tears. It was just a dream. Eventhough it was just a dream, i felt it real. I pray to you my Lord, hope it will not become true because i know i can never take it and I am not ready to lose a wonderful friend.

Crimes against humanity

The human of dignity
have lost their virginity
the human of credibility
have lost their capability
human.........
have lost their humanity

Newborn

Sparkling lights in your eyes
in my heart tears of joys
sweet smiles on your lips
smiles of love in my eyes
the touch of your softness
melts away my sorrows
fragrant smell of yours
keeps me awake all nights
you my sweetest happiness
my newborn most precious.
(Posted elsewhere before)

My dearest friend...
you are....
very unique in nature
very kind and loving
very thoughtful too
and this award is for you
for your amazing friendship.
(You deserve it, cyclop)

Terrorist

Human......
sometimes....
cold blooded beast can ever be
life is meaningless as can be
lost the dignity
hopeless as can be
lost the credibility
helpless as can be
life been tarnished
love been vanished
peace...??
still exist?

Abandon child

Child.....
may speak thousands of words
interpretations may differ
at times may deceives too
thousands of mysteries hidden behind
innocent child.....
glows brightness warmth without flame
sparkles excitement with flashes of light
utters thousands of words coated with love
innocent child.....
glooms in the darkness cold with flame
yearns the tender feelings of affection
longs for peace, love and unity
child.....
there is still a life
there is still a hope.
( Posted elsewhere before)

We are.......
just like the doves.......
the closer You move towards Me
the further I move away
the closer I move towards You
the further You move away
We are just like the doves
I just wonder...........
fear of attachment?

Like a fish........
we swim through
the ocean of life
but then........
only to realize
danger awaits us
from every corner
women.........
fight for your rights.

In this world......
we are never alone
there is always a crowd around us
in life.......
we are dependent
we need each other
but sometimes....
we just want to be lone.
mood swing.

There is still a 'HOPE'

My dearest friend......
my heart goes out to you
and your loved one
so much of sorrow in your eyes
so much of pain in your words
just could not bear
to see you this way
I wish ......
to help but I am helpless
I wish......
to change the present
but I am left without a choice
please be strong
please stand strong
do not give up
do not break down
I am always here
as a shoulder to cry on
together we pray
as one soul and one heart
for the very best.

Gift

A wonderful wood carving
hanging on the wall
capturing my eyes
jogging in my mind
reminding me of a friend
a wonderful friend
all the times
staying in my heart
and forever will
a pretty gift
from a dear one.

Old vs New

Old books.......
seldom jog in the mind
only in touch sometimes
the interesting ones
arranged in the shelves
the dull ones
invisible to the naked eyes
placed in a box tightly sealed
one day.......
when the thought comes
the shelves are touched
the box is unsealed
then comes......the
new books.......
visible to the naked eyes
always jog in the mind
in touch all the times
placed close to the heart.
old friends......
new friends......

Where?

In search of pure love
you sailed through the ocean
ocean of life full of mysteries
many a time you were drowned
as you danced to the rhythm of life
but again your desire for love
kept you going
until one day.......
you found the precious pearl
the pearl of love and beauty
your life was a complete love
but then........
the nature worked the opposite
again you were drowned
in the cruelty of the ocean
the precious pearl of love and beauty
slipped away from your tight embrace
once again you started your journey
sailing through the ocean of life
in search of love
is there an ending?

Possessive pronouns??

YOU are what YOU are
but.....
YOU are not YOURS
I am what I am
but.....
I am not MINE.
YOU and I belong to 'HIM'
so......please remember
WE are 'HIS'.
(This post is not only about grammatical item but it is more than that.)

What do you see? vs What do you think?

What do you see?
do the lines determine......

ones life and death?

do the lines determine......

ones past, present and future?

what do you think?

are fate and destiny.......

printed on the palm?

??

I just do not know why I came up with this piece of work.
Life is full of colours and shapes.
One has to choose them wisely to mould ones life.

Memorable gift

Last night, as I was going through all my old mails and greeting cards, I spotted this beautiful and memorable gift. It was sent to me by a very dear and special friend. It has been 5 years since I received this beautiful gift. I still preserve and treasure it very much. The messages on the gift:-

" THANKS FOR BEING A GOOD FRIEND
THANKS FOR THE CARDS
THANKS FOR THE SUPPORTS
THANKS FOR THE CALLS
THANKS FOR BEING NICE
HOPE YOU LIKE THIS ARTIFICIAL FLOWERS"
My dear friend, I wish to convey the same messages to you and they are deep from my heart. Last but not least, I just wish to respond to the last line "HOPE YOU LIKE THIS ARTIFICIAL FLOWERS"
My dear friend, the flowers maybe artificial but our friendship is "genuine".
Thank you for the beautiful friendship. God Bless.

My Birthday

Delicious chocolate fudge

My wonderful prince and princess

My charming son

Wonderful, loving and understanding hubby

Allow me

My dear one........
how I wished
I could read your mind
how I wished
I knew what was in your mind
my dear one........
please allow me
to swim through your mind
and merge with your thoughts
to enlighten you
to help clear your clouded mind
and make you feel a lot more better
my dear one........
if not today or tomorrow
maybe one fine day
do allow me
to merge with your thoughts.