In tears

waiting......
your arrival i await
I am in tears
e-mail inbox overflows
I am in tears
sms keeps coming
I am in tears
festive seasons come and go
I am in tears
my house has no visitors
I am in tears
my house is always empty
I am in tears
I am the post box in tears.

Given up

All alone
I'm driving
along the highway I'm speeding
know not where I'm leading
along my sorrows I'm taking
my Lord so loving
let my mind stop thinking
let my heart stop beating
let it be the ending.
( It is a repost)

Light

Beyond the darkness
there is a light
a light of hope
a light of life
a light of future
but........
will it......
give the hope
will it.....
light the path
will it.....
brighten the life
let alone decide

Unspoken words

A smile of yours.......
gives a glow to thousand hearts
but........
behind the smiles
hidden some sorrows
unsolved sorrows

Unfortunate

When the storm came...
hopes just shattered...
when the sun rose...
none is gifted.

Origin

Where am I from?
if not from you
where am I belong to?
if not to you
you.....the soil.

Shattered dreams

Mum....
in your eyes so much sorrow
in your words so much pain
hidden within the sorrow
a smile without a glow
a life without a flow
i know mum......
it's not easy though.

Lost

Lost.......
in the journey of life
I died
and
don't ask me why.

Free me

My Lord.....
take away my thoughts
for I don't wish to sin
my Lord.....
take away my heart
for I wish to die
my Lord.....
take away my life
for I don't wish to live.

Miserable thoughts

Gloomy kind of feelings
suddenly came....
lingering into my mind
darkening my today
darkening my thoughts
I realise
it's the thought of you
I was alive yesterday
it's the thought of you
that kills my today
it's the thought of you
I hate you for today
it's the thought of you
I am dead today.

Maya

Maya......
you the colourful mirage
you make the people dance
dance to your tune
you make them drown in the pleasure of sense
you make their intellect completely spent
maya......
you fill them with anger and lust
you cunningly trap the people
in their own costumes
make them forget their own forms
forget where do they come from
you grind them in grinding wheel of sorrow
but....why?

Reality awaits

Living in paradise
a human creation
world filled with materialism
desired beautiful figures
beautiful clothings
those are women today
desired speed cars
gigantic furnished apartments
those are men today
desired a virtual environment
everything worked by computers
those are young ones today
is this the real world?
is this where we want to live in?
where there is no love
there is no God
fame and fortune you gather on earth
is this a promise?
will take you else where?
heaven awaits you
share your riches with the poor
nothing is gained without pain
for there is no bread without work
God's grace you have talent
God's hand you have strength
share God's love you have peace
share your life
be a shining star
nothing beyond God
let there be hope
a hope for new changes
let there be prayers
for the end is visible.

No time

Knock, knock, knock
anyone in there?
hello, hello, hello
can anyone lend me your ears?
busy! busy! busy!
everyone seems to be busy
busy with life
busy with work
forgot to live
forgot to live the life
lame excuses are they
where is everyone leading?
top of the world?
fame?
satisfaction?
what not?
what more?
what a boring life.

Mere words

Meaning of words differ
some spelt the same
some spelt differently
SORRY
and
THANK YOU
two different words
two different meanings
social expressions are they
magic words are they
losing their magicness
mere words are they?

Puppet dance

puppet

is what man is

attach with strings

strings of habits

cannot be given up

strings of emotions

love, joy, hate, fear and grief

puppet

is what man is

attach with strings

strings of passions

suffering and death

strings of senses

sight, hearing, smell, taste and touch

puppet

is what man is

dance to his own bidding

bind the soul

cripple the mind
live just a while

come and go

in the Lord's cosmic drama.

Divine friendship

divine friendship......
what exactly it is?

found everywhere?

cannot be

see everyday?

cannot be

feel have known always

maybe

divine friendship......
what exactly it is?

divine impulse......?

yes, definitely is

express unconditional love

deep down from the heart
divine friendship......
what exactly it is?

divine love......?
yes, absolutely is

unconditional, real and lasting

investing the love

without compulsion
(specially dedicated to my divine friend)

Forgotten friend

friends......

old friends

new friends

some say......

friends are

but

books alike

old books

new books

old books......

thoroughly been explored

lost the interest

dumped into darkness

thrown to some corners

new books......

touched often

interest grows

so much to learn

so much to explore

an old book

am I

dumped into darkness

thrown to some corners

thought comes

once in a while

a few chapters

flipped a while

back again into darkness

back again to the corners

an old book

am I

am hurt

I cry

in the heart

I die.

The wonder of creator

Nothing......
that's how it started
black, cold and empty
that's how it was
then came the dazzling light
filled the darkness bright
land, sea and sky
amazing is the word to describe
earth burst into life
seed-popping plants
sweet-smelling flowers
budding and blooming
springing and sprouting
sun in the day
moon at night
amazing is the word to describe
then came the wild creatures
chasing and racing
grunting and growling
roaring and howling
singing and chirping
music to the ears
amazing is the word to describe
then came Adam and Eve
share the wonderful creation
looking after the world for him
amazing is the word to describe
in six days everything is done.

Transformation of life

Once.....life was beautiful
full of love and laughter
life was sweet
life was simple
life was like a heaven
Now.....
life is hideous
full of hatred and tears
life is bitter
life is complicated
life is like a hell
Future.....
what life will be?
he has the answer
who is he?
only he knows
where is he?
he keeps watching.

Inspiration

A fresh morning
A fresh new day
jumps out from the bed
feeling light and bright
the fresh smell of the earth
flowing deep into my veins
the chirping of the birds
music to my ears
the beautiful sky
with patterns and designs
the fresh green sceneries
soothing to the eyes
a fresh morning
a fresh day
it's a promise
it's a hope.

Disturbed

Lately.......
touchy the kind of feelings
keeps haunting my sleeps
my brain keeps thinking
my mind keeps wondering
when is the ending.

Justice is dead

My heart is soring..
my chest is paining..
my head is spinning..
to see justice is failing.

' Him '

deep... inside
so... light
so... nice
so... beautiful
the kind of feelings
no words to describe
tears in my eyes
glow on my face
whenever i see ' Him '
my heart smiles
it is beautiful
no words to describe
the kind of feelings
I realise
' Him ' the one
I have been longing for
' Him ' the one
I have been looking for
' Him ' the one
I have been waiting for
the kind of feelings
no words to describe
I am in love with ' Him '
' Him ' the only ' Him '

life

look at life as a school
there are so much to learn
situation comes to teach
it comes in the form of people, nature.....
look at life as a school

Am I funny?

I cried....
many times without reasons
a few times with reasons
I smiled....
many times with reasons
a few times without reasons
am i funny?

speaking the truth

Speaking the truth is important in relationship which means it is important in our life. Speaking the truth is simple to some people but some may find it to be difficult. They have the fear that the truth may worsen their relationship. Some may even find that if speaking the truth can cause harm to ones pride, better not speak. In a short term, not speaking the truth may help but in future it will cause more harm than good. One day the truth will be out so why not today.
The truth should be revealed because that is the best to be done. Eventhough the truth can cause harm, one shall speak the truth. Find the right time and situation. Speak with manners, right tone, right speech, right attitude and speak sweetly. Do it as quickly as possible and do not wait too long. It may save a relationship.

Tips to be stress free

Stop 7 C's: -
Criticism
Correction
Comment
Comparison
Confrontation
Competition
Complain

Start 7 C's:-
Courage
Confidence
Careful
Cooperation
Contentment
Calmness
Courtesy

Stress in relationship

I would like to share something nice with all my loved ones. May this message will open up ones mind and heart to lead a stress free relationship.

Stress is something that happens to someone in which one is not able to cope. What is stressful to me, may not be stressful to others. In relationship, divorce can be a form of relief to some people and can be stressful to some others. All depend on ones perception, situation and views of something that he or she looks on.
The defination of life need to be understood. One needs to understand the parametre that one sets. Some may ask what are the parametres that we have to set for ourselves. It is very simple actually but not all able to practise it.

- think of others as you would want them to think of you.
- have the attitude that you want others to have in them.
- behave the same to you and to others.
- speak to yourself as you speak to others.

Relationship can be beautiful if one is able to follow the above. There are many people out there are suffering in relationship or have a stressful relationship. Why?

ATTACHMENT- which is out of too much of love. Too much of love can change to hatered because of suspicion and possesiveness. Where there is attachment, there is resistance and where there is resistance, there is fear.
EGO- which is the false identification about ownself. Not willing to let go or give in.
MISTRUST- lost of trust in each other due to gossips. Always believe and listen to the third party. Fail to realise that communication is the keyword for any relationship. Need to understand that communication is not only talking but also listening but not to the third party.

My dear ones, relationship can be stress free if everyone can avoid all those three above. Try to understand each others nature, differences and circumstances. Learn the art of forgiving and forget.
Forgive means to let go and forget means remember the good deeds only. Always look at the bright side of everyone and ignore the dark side. Be more broadminded, be honest and free from expectations. Always think of what you have learned from others and not what others have learned from you. Admit your mistakes and appreciate each other.
The most important things to remember in order to have a stress free relationship is be aware of the three faculties in oneself. What are they?
MIND
INTELECT
and
SUBCONCIOUS
One should have the true identification of oneself, 'that is you are the soul' and allow all the three faculties to have a harmonious relationship in oneself.

More wisdom

An old owl am becoming
a wise old ones
sitting in an oak
in the silence of darkness
the more i hear the less i speak
the less i speak the more i hear
a wise decision i have taken

Dream

I saw....
jasmine flowers falling
like snow in the morning
in a few seconds....
drifting back to the branches
white butterflies were they
i was just dreaming

Life lesson

I have learned
none feels alike
none thinks alike
I have learned
everyone......
with different perceptions
with different views
I have learned
one......
with different mind set
with different desires
with different intentions
I have learned
what is right for me
always wrong for others
what is wrong for me
always right for others
I have learned
I have learned a good lesson
expect too much not
interfere too much not
I have learned
have some distance
beyond the limits not
I have learned
I have learned a good lesson