Flowers in tears

Choice is yours

To see or not to see

to be or not to be

to live or not to live

ways there are too many

choose one wisely

choice is yours finally.

Present state of mind

Disturbed

Lately.......

touchy the kind of feelings

keeps haunting my sleeps

my brain keeps thinking

my mind keeps wondering

when is the ending.

You......the E...

You are too precious
without you........
darkness is everywhere
without you.......
day and night
seems to be the same
without you.......
black is the only colour
without you........
is there light beyond the darkness?
you.........the EYES

Still a mystery

At this very moment....
the thought of you
my dearest friend
coming again
into my mind
tears in my eyes
pain in my chest
the kind of feelings
no words to describe
I could feel my friend
between you and me
there is a special bond
there is a hidden mystery
have I known you before?
still a mystery
unsolved mystery.
( I have posted this poem before. Just that, the first and fourth lines are different. The reason I am posting it again because at this very moment I am feeling exactly the same as before. My dearest friend hope you are reading it )

Discovery

You and I.....most of the time
.....assume knowing ourselves
know who we really are
reality....our mind is unknown territory
you and I......rarely explore
the depths of our unconscious
fail to ask....
the meaning of our existence
fail to realise....
the purpose of our existence
you and I.......survive on the surface
surface of our lives
reality....
you and I........strangers even to ourselves

Consciousness within...

What shall I say?
to wish you only the best
you deserve it
you have always been a mystery
since the moment I saw you
since the moment I got to know you
that's what made you so special
that unique reserve smile of yours
it's very intriguing
what shall I say?
don't ever lose it
don't ever change it
a piece of advice
control your destiny
never lose your individualism
never lose your independence
once you lose it
once you let another controls it
once you let another dictates it
you lose your self respect
what shall I say?
hold on to it tightly
you.....my conscience.

I found

In search of love
I drifted on
from dawn till dusk
from dusk till dawn
then.......one day
I felt his presence
all I knew
I have found
something I wanted
something called love
and HIM I have found.

Shadow

The shawl......
symbol of pride
has lost its dignity
has lost its virginity
regret the life
live or suicide?

Selfish

You have become selfish
when.......
your heart refused to
reveal your feelings for me
your fingers refused to
scribble your love for me
your hearing refused to
listen to my voices
your mind refused to
think of me
your senses refused to
crave for my love
and....today.....true
you have become selfish.

Wishes on your special day

You....my dear friend
a friend in need
a friend in deed
you are always there
in my happiness
in my sadness
sharing the good times
and the bad times
you.... a wonderful friend
with so much of care and love
I just could not thank you much
for everything you have done for me
i will always treasure your friendship
and as 20th. January is a special day
i wish you 'Many More Happy Returns Of The Day'
may God Bless you
showers you with lots of love
happiness and good health
love you as always my dear friend.
(Special dedication to a dear friend who means a lot to me)

Memories

Under the beautiful blue sky
a scent of cool breeze
slowly hits the graceful waves
your romantic gaze
whispers passionate 'Love'
and makes me smile
those tender loving moments
witnessed by the moon
and the galaxy of stars
swearing and promising
to live and die
till the end.
(Specially dedicated to my beloved hubby)

One last poem for year 2007

To be with you
Beyond the joy and laughter......
only heard the whispers......
the voice calling me......
the breeze pampering me......
to be with you.....
take me now......my Lord.

Some poems from my old collections. Will take a break. Will be back in January. Merry Christmas to one and all.

Victim
Flower blooms in hurry
bees relish her honey
soon lost her virginity
her life a hidden mystery.


Law of nature vs karma
Creator of heaven and earth
doubtful existence
disaster after disaster
fearful existence
fearful people on deadly earth
earth banished in a second
suffering after suffering
innocent people vanished in a moment
torture after torture
living corpse everywhere
Creator of heaven and earth
you the planner
you the observer
you the creator
you the demolisher
but why?
why the innocent people?
do you call it law of nature?
do you call it karma?
need an answer.


Fated
30 minutes gone
waited in anxiety
60 minutes gone
started to worry
90 minutes gone
waited and waited
120 minutes gone
total stranger appeared
"he wants to talk", my sister said
tongue completely tied
a long silence.......
eyes shied away
thank you mirror mirror on the wall
saw the strangers reflection
gathered the courage
gained the confidence
uttered a few words
voice trembled
I mumbled
wh...at...happened?
why....late?
"caught in the traffic", he said
I smiled
I started to laugh
he too
"wait a minute", he said
"I am staying for lunch", he said
I was confused
I didn't know what was in his mind
"I like her", he said to his mum
no invitation
no sign
no insistence
no dream
it just happened
"love at first sight", he said
first experience, new experience
I felt the same
14 years ago.......
arranged marriage
that's how it started
sweet memories forever.

Injustice

Refugees are we?
in our own motherland.....
third class are we?
in our own motherland.....
have no rights do we?
to speak up and defend ourselves.....
have no rights do we?
to be treated equally.....
our voices heard by no one
democracy, peace and unity
are these mere words only?

Silence.........

Silence of you my dear friend
I felt so much nowadays
though I know the reasons
I just couldn't help it
for the thought of you
keep coming into my mind
missed you my friend.

Lost....

In the journey of your life
you are......but a refugee
running away from reality
drown in your own cruelty
at the end......
regretting your own insensibility.

The power of light

Beautiful rays of golden light
keeps the seeds warm in the earth
absorbs the light and the warmth
helps them to stir and awaken
occurs the miracles of life
....the new life.

(Inspiration came while reading "Wisdom through spirituality" written by Anthony Strano)

Memorial to love

Strong and firm
stands upright
symbolic love
...the Taj Mahal