My friend......
so much sorrows in you heart
so much pain in your words
I understand.....
it is not easy though
without her by your side
never the same anymore
without her in your life
the sweetness had gone
but......
believe me my friend
she is always there in you
in whatever you do
her presence you will always feel
beautiful memories of her
you will always cherish
please do not cry my friend
often you are in my thoughts
believe me my friend.....
the one above loves her more
I believe she is happy and peaceful there
my prayers and love for her always
be strong my friend
nature has played her part
the one above knows the best
my love and prayers for you too my friend
take good care
love always.

In the journey of life....
full of injustice
i am lost
in the journey of life....
full of mysteries
i am confused
in the journey of life....
full of obstacles
i am dead
and......
please do not ask me 'WHY'.

It pricks like a thorn
where are you?
the continuous pain
one indulges in
do you see?
it pricks like a thorn
where are you?
do you exist?

The eyes meet.........
silent moments.......
my heart smiles......
i am in love.

My dear one, Many More Happy Returns of the day.
I believe, 20th.January 2009 will be the new beginning in your life.
I pray that your dreams will come true.
I pray that peace, happiness and good health always be with you.
Have a wonderful and blessed birthday.
Love you as always.
God Bless.

Hi, I would like to say a few words. I may not blog for some time. Hope to see you all around some day.

Award time.:))
A few beautiful souls have always inspired me in so many ways. Thank you so much.
Cyclop, arti and janice this award is for you.




I would like to thank cyclopseven, mayz, shri, mani, scarlet, janice, arti, keshi, tulipspeaks, ghost particle, jayshree, princess, sage, andrew, kalei, gautami and devika for all of you have been very kind and thoughtful. Do kindly accept this award.

Dear friends, thank you so much for all the beautiful words and wishes.
May God showers one and all with LOVE, PEACE, HAPPINESS and GOOD HEALTH.
May PEACE be with all.
God Bless.

Free me II

My dear Lord.....
fill my mind with your thoughts
for I believe
only your thoughts is bliss
only your thoughts is peace
fill my heart with your love
for I believe
only your love is true
only your love is eternal
fill my soul with your light
for I believe
only your light brightens my path
only your light lightens my life
only your thoughts is pure
only your love sustains
only your light remains
my dear Lord.......
help me to clear my clouded mind
free me now from my mental agitation.

.............................

One fine day, dearest friend of mine visited me and family at my parents place. It was a pleasant visit. Everyone was very excited especially my kids. We spent hours chatting about many things. It was wonderful. We had a great lunch together. After lunch, he asked me for a cup of coffee. It was my pleasure to mix a cup of coffee for him. Then, he left to Malacca to meet a friend. Not a word who and where. He promised to be back by 6 p.m. It was already very late in the evening but there was still no any sign of him. No phone calls no news. His number could not be reached. We started to worry and did not know whom to contact.
It was already 4 a.m. but still no news. A few days past by but still no news. He just disappeared and never came back. I have never thought that would be the last meet. No body knew what had happened to him, where was he and how was he.
Suddenly, i woke up and was in tears. It was just a dream. Eventhough it was just a dream, i felt it real. I pray to you my Lord, hope it will not become true because i know i can never take it and I am not ready to lose a wonderful friend.

Crimes against humanity

The human of dignity
have lost their virginity
the human of credibility
have lost their capability
human.........
have lost their humanity

Newborn

Sparkling lights in your eyes
in my heart tears of joys
sweet smiles on your lips
smiles of love in my eyes
the touch of your softness
melts away my sorrows
fragrant smell of yours
keeps me awake all nights
you my sweetest happiness
my newborn most precious.
(Posted elsewhere before)

My dearest friend...
you are....
very unique in nature
very kind and loving
very thoughtful too
and this award is for you
for your amazing friendship.
(You deserve it, cyclop)

Terrorist

Human......
sometimes....
cold blooded beast can ever be
life is meaningless as can be
lost the dignity
hopeless as can be
lost the credibility
helpless as can be
life been tarnished
love been vanished
peace...??
still exist?

Abandon child

Child.....
may speak thousands of words
interpretations may differ
at times may deceives too
thousands of mysteries hidden behind
innocent child.....
glows brightness warmth without flame
sparkles excitement with flashes of light
utters thousands of words coated with love
innocent child.....
glooms in the darkness cold with flame
yearns the tender feelings of affection
longs for peace, love and unity
child.....
there is still a life
there is still a hope.
( Posted elsewhere before)

We are.......
just like the doves.......
the closer You move towards Me
the further I move away
the closer I move towards You
the further You move away
We are just like the doves
I just wonder...........
fear of attachment?

Like a fish........
we swim through
the ocean of life
but then........
only to realize
danger awaits us
from every corner
women.........
fight for your rights.

In this world......
we are never alone
there is always a crowd around us
in life.......
we are dependent
we need each other
but sometimes....
we just want to be lone.
mood swing.

There is still a 'HOPE'

My dearest friend......
my heart goes out to you
and your loved one
so much of sorrow in your eyes
so much of pain in your words
just could not bear
to see you this way
I wish ......
to help but I am helpless
I wish......
to change the present
but I am left without a choice
please be strong
please stand strong
do not give up
do not break down
I am always here
as a shoulder to cry on
together we pray
as one soul and one heart
for the very best.

Gift

A wonderful wood carving
hanging on the wall
capturing my eyes
jogging in my mind
reminding me of a friend
a wonderful friend
all the times
staying in my heart
and forever will
a pretty gift
from a dear one.

Old vs New

Old books.......
seldom jog in the mind
only in touch sometimes
the interesting ones
arranged in the shelves
the dull ones
invisible to the naked eyes
placed in a box tightly sealed
one day.......
when the thought comes
the shelves are touched
the box is unsealed
then comes......the
new books.......
visible to the naked eyes
always jog in the mind
in touch all the times
placed close to the heart.
old friends......
new friends......