Solved

For many months
I puzzled my brain
thinking.........
why?
why such a reaction
from the person that I know
only yesterday......
I understood the reason
everything became clear
the puzzle no more
so........
the truth is that TRUTH IS
it's time for us to part
it's time to say good bye
maybe just for a while.

In search

What is God?
or......
Who is God?
Does he really exist?
or......
Does she really exist?
If one feels his/her presence
If one sees his/her existence
then........
Why is the suffering on earth?
Why is there no peace?
Is it because of bad karma?
Even if it is bad karma
Is God not forgiving?
or......
Is he/she in deep slumber land?
(*These thoughts have been bugging me since Friday, 11th.July 2008. After a long telephone conversation with a friend.*)

Meant to be

Yesterday was the past
that kept you in the darkness
so my dear one
leave the past
today is the present
that garlands you with sweetness
so my dear one
live the present
tomorrow is the future
that keeps you going
so my dear one
welcome the future
though words and actions
are two different things
this is the truth
this is life
part and parcel of life.

Congratulations!

Hardwork and struggles........
the sleepless nights........
the restless moments.........
everything is gone for now
with a broad smile and a light heart
garland with lots of happiness and smiles
a wonderful day to be celebrated
a special day to be remembered
a day of victory and success
a day of achievement and fulfilment
and here comes the crown of success
HAPPY GRADUATION DAY my dear friend
My best wishes coated with love and care.

My internet friend cum my good friend

I have an internet friend whom I value so much. This friend, plays a very important part in my life. I first met my friend online in year 2001. For the first few years we used to chat online very often. Nowadays, we do not meet online at all. At present, we only keep in touch through sms and calls.

Sometimes, there would be a long gap or I would rather say a long pause. No any news at all and I would sit here wondering what went wrong. Many a time I was very hurt and annoyed but now I understand my friend better. As a friend I should be more understanding and accept my friend as how my friend is. I can understand that sometimes my friend would be busy and sometimes have mood swings. Maybe wants to be alone too. I would say that I am so used to the situation. :)) I just leave it as it is because I love my friend a lot. I really mean it.

We have met only twice. The first was when my friend came for a seminar in October 2002. It was a very brief meeting.:)) Then, again it was in December 2003. I went with my family to my friend's place. Met my friend's family members. It was a beautiful moments. When first I entered the house, I felt that I have been there before. Very familiar to me. It was very special. I always cherish those moments.

I always feel very comfortable talking to my friend. I have never felt so comfortable talking to any friends before or maybe I do not keep close friendship with anyone. We talk about a lot of things but we do not interfere in each others personal matters. My friend is a very private person, so I respect and appreciate that. I admire my friend until to this very moment. A very determine, understanding, loving, caring, patient and wonderful person. I have never met anyone like that before. This type of friend is very rare. Sometimes, I ask myself ' do I know this friend in my previous life'. This sounds weird, right? I could feel some kind of special bond and I do not know how to explain it. It is like a mystery. Unsolved mystery. Many a time we called or sms at the same time. I am not sure if telepathy works or just coincidence. :) I have a lot more to write about my good friend but not today.

To be continued.............( maybe one fine day)
(My dear friend, this is specially for you)